i'm tired of wanting you.

it's the same today as everyday just that maybe today it got worse.it's just only gonna get worse i think.what can i say,i've seen so many pple happy recently but i'm going in the opposite direction.-_-hurr.

anyway,came home just now,changed shoes and charged outta the house,went to run.i did about an hour.i swear i dunno where i was running to,but when i noticed i went damn far i got a shock and turned around like an idiot.hurr.came back drenched.by that time mum was home and she thought i got rained on.ass right.felt like i lost a ton of weight.whoopee.maybe i should run tml too.feels good to run off anger.

psychic,cheer up k!your on the way there but i'm on the way down rmb?so smile for me when i can't k?love you loads,you know that.

when the stars go blue :(